Ramblings of a Cock Worshiper
These are my experiences as a chaste gay male looking for all manner of sex. It is my ramblings, something stirs inside me to share these events with other like-minded individuals. As a submissive bottom I look for unique ways that men choose to use me for their pleasure. I hope you find it enjoyable.
Thursday, April 30, 2015
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Double Dicking the Slut
As an experienced slut I have attended parties where I've turned up my ass and opened my mouth to any man that wanted to drop his cock in it, and I have some dildos that are of consequential size to say the least. I have these "tools" not for personal pleasure but to be ready for that man or men that want to be pleasured and don't want to deal with a whining bottom that can't take it.
One of the cum challenges on Cum Temple is that of being fucked by two men at the same time. They call it the double dick challenge. Today, my two main thugs came over to the house and used my hole for their pleasure at the same time. It was their desire that they reach orgasm at the same time while both of their cocks are buried in my ass. The twenty-something was overly excited about this and I was concerned that he couldn't hold his orgasm for when the other is able to release in me.
I spent the morning as I usually do, cleaning and getting ready both mentally and physically for what was about to happen. I was exceptionally horny this morning and I wished I had the key to my chastity device so I could take it off and pop a load off, but we were assured by the stainless steel encasing prison that this wasn't going to happen.
As a true cock worshiping cum slut I realized early on that it is completely my responsibility to be ready when a top wants to use one or both of my holes. It all depends on what the top communicates he wants, but whatever it is, he will have it. In this case, they will have it.
Shortly after nine the twenty-something arrived and came into the house where he saw me completely naked kneeling on the floor, motioning him to come closer. With each step his clothes dropped off his body and by the time he arrived in front of me, he was completely naked and sporting a semi-hard cock which he graciously grabbed the back of my head and proceeded to drive his member into my open mouth and into my throat. It took only a stroke or two before he was rock hard and filling the length of my mouth and throat with his cock. He always enjoyed using me but today was the fulfillment of one of his fantasies - double teaming a slut. A few more thrusts and he took his cock out of my mouth, walked behind me and started rubbing my cunt with his hand and the head of his cock before he thrust it in balls deep as I responded with both pain and pleasure. His long hard cock was reaching deep into my ass and he was enjoying the ride.
The door swung open as the second of my thugs came in to see that we were well underway. After partially undressing he shoved his cock in my mouth and proceeded to command me to suck as he removed the remainder of his clothing. This is a rather large membered man and he needed a little time for his slut to suck him into a hard state. I find this extremely pleasurable. Men with larger cocks who stick it in my mouth while it is mostly flacid and expect the cock sucker to make it hard are a real turn on to me. I like knowing that my mouth and skill set for cock sucking is why they got hard. All the while my cunt is being fucked. I am positively where a slut is supposed to be - fully utilized as a tool for the pleasure of others and his own cock being completely ignored.
The thug in my mouth asks, "Is your hole clean boy?". Without removing his cock from my mouth I respond to the affirmative by nodding my head. Without hardly missing a beat, both men remove their cocks and swap positions. "Then lick your ass of of that cock while I test your hole." Without hesitation I took the 25 year old's cock into my mouth and began to suck and lick on it. Within seconds I felt the second thug insert his cock into my pussy and run it in all the way and hold it there for a second before starting a steady rhythm of fucking me. My cock was rigid in its prison as I began once again to get into the rhythm of each man as he penetrated me.
The bottom in a fuck plays a very important role where he must be able and willingly push against the thrusts of the top. Every top I have ever encountered has always made at least some small mention of how well I participate in the active bottoming role. For every thrust it is important to push back allowing the top's cock to penetrate deeper. Each thrust that terminates at the hilt with a bottom squeezing his sphincter providing added pleasure to the top's cock. It is extremely important to be that active bottom - not the limp faggot that the top could have fucked by just using a blow up doll.
Thrusting my way onto my thug's cock the younger removed his cock from my mouth and began to slide underneath me and position himself. The tube stainless prison of my cock dragged against his belly - yet not a word about it was spoken. Neither of these thugs ever gave a shit about my cock whether imprisoned or not. It was about their cocks and their needs. Repositioning my ass was vacant of cock as the two men began to find the proper configuration for double dicking their boy. With a few more shuffles I felt the corona of both cocks as they pressed diligently and deliberately against my hole. Timed properly, both men began to penetrate me. I felt the dull pain of my hole opening to accept both cocks and as much as I wanted to pull away - the thug behind me briskly slaps my right cheek and shoves his manhood deeper still into my pussy. At this point I begin to slide back and forth onto the two hard members and feeling the mild pain as the endorphins release and everything starts turning to pleasure. At the hilt of both men's cocks I try to squeeze in response and I feel the thug behind me picking up the rhythm as the younger thug below me starts to moan and claim that he is very close to dumping his load inside me. I was amazed at myself. Not for taking two cocks simultaneously in my ass, but for thinking that there was a hole going to waste during this event. My mouth was empty and I was wishing for another cock to fill it. I continued to assist by pushing against each thrust and telling them to fill my cunt with their seed. The thug behind me grabbed my hips and thrust his cock deep as he released the first volley of his seed. The thug on the bottom was releasing in silence as I felt my hole become more and more lubricated. The thrusts from the thug behind me stopped after his second volley as he buried his cock as deep as he could make it go. With that, both men left their cocks inside me as each finished releasing its seed. We all lay there as both cocks began to grow soft inside my hole and gently fall out.
With very few words both men dressed while I lay on the carpet enjoying the time we had just had. After the boys left I grabbed my smart phone and snapped a shot of my used hole so full of man juice that a small amount was leaking from it. It was clear, both from the picture and the feeling that my cunt had been the object of two men's pleasure at the same time. My cum challenge and deep desires to be the object of pleasure were realized. I was complete.
One of the cum challenges on Cum Temple is that of being fucked by two men at the same time. They call it the double dick challenge. Today, my two main thugs came over to the house and used my hole for their pleasure at the same time. It was their desire that they reach orgasm at the same time while both of their cocks are buried in my ass. The twenty-something was overly excited about this and I was concerned that he couldn't hold his orgasm for when the other is able to release in me.
I spent the morning as I usually do, cleaning and getting ready both mentally and physically for what was about to happen. I was exceptionally horny this morning and I wished I had the key to my chastity device so I could take it off and pop a load off, but we were assured by the stainless steel encasing prison that this wasn't going to happen.
As a true cock worshiping cum slut I realized early on that it is completely my responsibility to be ready when a top wants to use one or both of my holes. It all depends on what the top communicates he wants, but whatever it is, he will have it. In this case, they will have it.
Shortly after nine the twenty-something arrived and came into the house where he saw me completely naked kneeling on the floor, motioning him to come closer. With each step his clothes dropped off his body and by the time he arrived in front of me, he was completely naked and sporting a semi-hard cock which he graciously grabbed the back of my head and proceeded to drive his member into my open mouth and into my throat. It took only a stroke or two before he was rock hard and filling the length of my mouth and throat with his cock. He always enjoyed using me but today was the fulfillment of one of his fantasies - double teaming a slut. A few more thrusts and he took his cock out of my mouth, walked behind me and started rubbing my cunt with his hand and the head of his cock before he thrust it in balls deep as I responded with both pain and pleasure. His long hard cock was reaching deep into my ass and he was enjoying the ride.
The door swung open as the second of my thugs came in to see that we were well underway. After partially undressing he shoved his cock in my mouth and proceeded to command me to suck as he removed the remainder of his clothing. This is a rather large membered man and he needed a little time for his slut to suck him into a hard state. I find this extremely pleasurable. Men with larger cocks who stick it in my mouth while it is mostly flacid and expect the cock sucker to make it hard are a real turn on to me. I like knowing that my mouth and skill set for cock sucking is why they got hard. All the while my cunt is being fucked. I am positively where a slut is supposed to be - fully utilized as a tool for the pleasure of others and his own cock being completely ignored.
The thug in my mouth asks, "Is your hole clean boy?". Without removing his cock from my mouth I respond to the affirmative by nodding my head. Without hardly missing a beat, both men remove their cocks and swap positions. "Then lick your ass of of that cock while I test your hole." Without hesitation I took the 25 year old's cock into my mouth and began to suck and lick on it. Within seconds I felt the second thug insert his cock into my pussy and run it in all the way and hold it there for a second before starting a steady rhythm of fucking me. My cock was rigid in its prison as I began once again to get into the rhythm of each man as he penetrated me.
The bottom in a fuck plays a very important role where he must be able and willingly push against the thrusts of the top. Every top I have ever encountered has always made at least some small mention of how well I participate in the active bottoming role. For every thrust it is important to push back allowing the top's cock to penetrate deeper. Each thrust that terminates at the hilt with a bottom squeezing his sphincter providing added pleasure to the top's cock. It is extremely important to be that active bottom - not the limp faggot that the top could have fucked by just using a blow up doll.
Thrusting my way onto my thug's cock the younger removed his cock from my mouth and began to slide underneath me and position himself. The tube stainless prison of my cock dragged against his belly - yet not a word about it was spoken. Neither of these thugs ever gave a shit about my cock whether imprisoned or not. It was about their cocks and their needs. Repositioning my ass was vacant of cock as the two men began to find the proper configuration for double dicking their boy. With a few more shuffles I felt the corona of both cocks as they pressed diligently and deliberately against my hole. Timed properly, both men began to penetrate me. I felt the dull pain of my hole opening to accept both cocks and as much as I wanted to pull away - the thug behind me briskly slaps my right cheek and shoves his manhood deeper still into my pussy. At this point I begin to slide back and forth onto the two hard members and feeling the mild pain as the endorphins release and everything starts turning to pleasure. At the hilt of both men's cocks I try to squeeze in response and I feel the thug behind me picking up the rhythm as the younger thug below me starts to moan and claim that he is very close to dumping his load inside me. I was amazed at myself. Not for taking two cocks simultaneously in my ass, but for thinking that there was a hole going to waste during this event. My mouth was empty and I was wishing for another cock to fill it. I continued to assist by pushing against each thrust and telling them to fill my cunt with their seed. The thug behind me grabbed my hips and thrust his cock deep as he released the first volley of his seed. The thug on the bottom was releasing in silence as I felt my hole become more and more lubricated. The thrusts from the thug behind me stopped after his second volley as he buried his cock as deep as he could make it go. With that, both men left their cocks inside me as each finished releasing its seed. We all lay there as both cocks began to grow soft inside my hole and gently fall out.
With very few words both men dressed while I lay on the carpet enjoying the time we had just had. After the boys left I grabbed my smart phone and snapped a shot of my used hole so full of man juice that a small amount was leaking from it. It was clear, both from the picture and the feeling that my cunt had been the object of two men's pleasure at the same time. My cum challenge and deep desires to be the object of pleasure were realized. I was complete.
Saturday, October 4, 2014
Sunday, September 14, 2014
Want Some Candy Little Slut?
I live in a 99.9% straight neighborhood on the Northeast side of metro Atlanta. Most Atlanta residents would call it "country" but I am only 35 minutes from the gayborhood and the action of the big city. That being said, I am constantly setting people in my area on their ear. I wear colorful clothing, but in the summertime, I wear slutty short shorts. I walk the neighborhood, go to the grocery store, even go out to dinner in them. I love the attention it gets both from the double takes, snickers, looks of disgust, and best of all, the occasional "work it girl" or smiling glance.
Given my choice especially on the hot summer days in Atlanta, Georgia, and with hot legs and a well formed crotch, a pair of short shorts just beg for people to desire to get underneath them to the meat of the matter. Long baggy cargo pants are pants, not shorts.
To me, clothes are something to cover you. We have to wear them to some degree or another because it is the law and people have some sort of issue with seeing other people naked in a non-sexual context. Given my choice, we'd all walk around butt-assed naked except to wear clothing to stay warm when the temperature demands it. So, if I have to wear them, I want to wear what I want to wear, not what somebody else says is fashionable. I have fantastic legs and a butt to go with it, so my short shorts (aka my "come fuck me" shorts) highlight my assets.
A few days ago I was walking in the neighborhood and as I walked toward this house about a 10th of a mile up the road I noticed a average aged, well groomed, gentleman getting home from work and staring at me as he walked toward his home. This wasn't one of those stares of disgust or snickering, this guy kept looking and nearly walked into the corner of his home trying to manage his way up the sidewalk into his side door. I didn't think much of it but I walked past the house and nothing seemed conspicuous so I wrote it off to exuberant curiosity. As I reached the end of the street and began my left turn down the block, I looked back to see the same man standing on his front porch, continuing his stare. Seeming like it was planned, instead of making the left turn I completed a 180-degree turn and started back down the same road as inconspicuously as I could. As I approached the house, the man had stepped just inside his main foyer and had pulled his cock out of his pants and was slowly stroking as he stared.
I stopped in my tracks. I proceeded to walk to the man's front door and he closed the door behind me. With a slight grin on his face he asks in a deep and demanding voice, "Want some candy little slut?" As I approached him, his big hands reached out to my sholders and pushed me to my knees and guiding my open lips to his waiting manhood. As my mouth encompass his cock and begin to service it as he tells me how he has watched me pass by from time to time in my slutty shorts, teasing him. How my ass seduced him to stand there and hang his cock out and how he had been wanting to fuck my face for some time.
Within minutes I could tell he was ready to unload his batter into my waiting throat. He arched his back, and his balls slid up inside his groin and I knew what was next - within seconds his cock was unloading his man milk as he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me deeper onto his throbbing cock. I sucked and sucked desiring every last drop of his cum as he slowly released my head and pulled his member from my throat and mouth. As he zipped his cock back into place inside his trousers he helped me to my feet and escorted me back outside his home. He thanked me and closed the door.
I continued my walk and mused at what had just happened. How a nice short pair of shorts landed a cock in my mouth from yet another man without having to work for it.
To me, clothes are something to cover you. We have to wear them to some degree or another because it is the law and people have some sort of issue with seeing other people naked in a non-sexual context. Given my choice, we'd all walk around butt-assed naked except to wear clothing to stay warm when the temperature demands it. So, if I have to wear them, I want to wear what I want to wear, not what somebody else says is fashionable. I have fantastic legs and a butt to go with it, so my short shorts (aka my "come fuck me" shorts) highlight my assets.
A few days ago I was walking in the neighborhood and as I walked toward this house about a 10th of a mile up the road I noticed a average aged, well groomed, gentleman getting home from work and staring at me as he walked toward his home. This wasn't one of those stares of disgust or snickering, this guy kept looking and nearly walked into the corner of his home trying to manage his way up the sidewalk into his side door. I didn't think much of it but I walked past the house and nothing seemed conspicuous so I wrote it off to exuberant curiosity. As I reached the end of the street and began my left turn down the block, I looked back to see the same man standing on his front porch, continuing his stare. Seeming like it was planned, instead of making the left turn I completed a 180-degree turn and started back down the same road as inconspicuously as I could. As I approached the house, the man had stepped just inside his main foyer and had pulled his cock out of his pants and was slowly stroking as he stared.
I stopped in my tracks. I proceeded to walk to the man's front door and he closed the door behind me. With a slight grin on his face he asks in a deep and demanding voice, "Want some candy little slut?" As I approached him, his big hands reached out to my sholders and pushed me to my knees and guiding my open lips to his waiting manhood. As my mouth encompass his cock and begin to service it as he tells me how he has watched me pass by from time to time in my slutty shorts, teasing him. How my ass seduced him to stand there and hang his cock out and how he had been wanting to fuck my face for some time.
Within minutes I could tell he was ready to unload his batter into my waiting throat. He arched his back, and his balls slid up inside his groin and I knew what was next - within seconds his cock was unloading his man milk as he grabbed the back of my head and pulled me deeper onto his throbbing cock. I sucked and sucked desiring every last drop of his cum as he slowly released my head and pulled his member from my throat and mouth. As he zipped his cock back into place inside his trousers he helped me to my feet and escorted me back outside his home. He thanked me and closed the door.
I continued my walk and mused at what had just happened. How a nice short pair of shorts landed a cock in my mouth from yet another man without having to work for it.
Tuesday, June 3, 2014
Regular Cock Slut
Over the past year or so I have been routinely posting on various classified advertisement sites that allow casual hookups to be listed. One of my goals is to have my mouth and ass used by at least 1,000 men. I believe that exceeding the 1,000 barrier accomplishes the goal of being a complete slut while at the same time fulfilling my role as a true bottom by being objectified by as many breeding tops as one can possibly find. I was also hoping, in the process, to find some real alpha tops that would find a regular cock slut like myself a valuable tool they can call on to meet their lustful needs whenever they needed it.
I am pleased to say that there are a number of men within my area that have my number and/or email address. They generally know my schedule and when unsure they send me a simple text "Available?" I know these men too. They are my regulars, they come back because of how I delight in the service. They enjoy using me for their pleasure. They always show up hard and ready. They are as happy to have a cum slut to use and this cum slut is to be used. They have to be happy and satisfied in their daily lives as they have no barriers to sex and are not pent up in frustration. I am very happy to have these men.
Cock worship is the love of cock. The love of the feel of it crossing one's lips or sphincter, thrusting manhood against the back of one's throat or deep into one's ass. All this to collect the spunk of a man as he shows you his complete satisfaction by unloading into your oral or anal cavity. The male sperm has been the object of much to do over the centuries. It is a precious juice to a cum slut and his complete reward when all is said and done.
I do have other regulars and more being added each week. Rather than giving a synopsis of each in this article, I figure the best thing would be to identify them by the exploits with them. As a general rule I favor black men, not because of cock size but because of the way they like to have sex. They tend to understand the role of a slut and that it is about them. Now, that is not to say that I turn down other ethnic groups, I do not. I am an equal opportunity slut. I love men, and I love cock.
I am always looking for new "regulars". My holes always want hard men to use them for their pleasure. I am a total and complete slut and extremely proud of it. If you find yourself in the northeastern area of the Atlanta metro area, feel free to hit me up for a hot session. I'll gladly open my mouth or bend over in service to another man's needs.
I am pleased to say that there are a number of men within my area that have my number and/or email address. They generally know my schedule and when unsure they send me a simple text "Available?" I know these men too. They are my regulars, they come back because of how I delight in the service. They enjoy using me for their pleasure. They always show up hard and ready. They are as happy to have a cum slut to use and this cum slut is to be used. They have to be happy and satisfied in their daily lives as they have no barriers to sex and are not pent up in frustration. I am very happy to have these men.
Cock worship is the love of cock. The love of the feel of it crossing one's lips or sphincter, thrusting manhood against the back of one's throat or deep into one's ass. All this to collect the spunk of a man as he shows you his complete satisfaction by unloading into your oral or anal cavity. The male sperm has been the object of much to do over the centuries. It is a precious juice to a cum slut and his complete reward when all is said and done.
Regular #1: Always Horny Stud
Being 25 years old and without a boyfriend or lover can suck. I do believe, however, that using me to pound out your life's frustrations does make it bearable. My black friend is always horny and always ready to use my hole for his pleasure. Our conversation is brief and strained at best. You can tell he just wants to get down to business and bust out his nut and be on his way. I don't mind, as I am a slut and all I care about is having his cock shoot that young stud jism into my well bred hole. He's 25, he lasts about 5, maybe 6 minutes and as soon as he's done he's sliding his pants back on and bolting out the door. I love the way he makes me feel used like a tool, and I may even regret the day he does find his boyfriend.Regular #2: Married With Children
I am particularly fond of this black man and his cock. He has, over time, become much more conversant and I think it is because I've opened up to discussing things with him. We don't get together near enough because of schedules and life, but when he fucks me - he fucks me. His sex drive is out of this world and I'm guessing that is a good thing for both he, his wife, and me. We have done inside, outside, bath house, and God only knows what our next venue for sex will be. He makes it quite interesting as he and I both have this adventuresome attitude that we should try to do it in as many places as possible. I always look forward to servicing him and I think he understands how a slut gets his enjoyment from being used. I also think he really likes the fact that it is all about him. Even though there have been comments made about not being able to "use" my cock because it is caged, overall, I think he is satisfied. I love carrying his seed around for most of the day after he unloads in me. He never asks if I enjoyed it, or if it felt good, in a way, I hope he doesn't care. After all, it is about him and taking care of his needs.I do have other regulars and more being added each week. Rather than giving a synopsis of each in this article, I figure the best thing would be to identify them by the exploits with them. As a general rule I favor black men, not because of cock size but because of the way they like to have sex. They tend to understand the role of a slut and that it is about them. Now, that is not to say that I turn down other ethnic groups, I do not. I am an equal opportunity slut. I love men, and I love cock.
I am always looking for new "regulars". My holes always want hard men to use them for their pleasure. I am a total and complete slut and extremely proud of it. If you find yourself in the northeastern area of the Atlanta metro area, feel free to hit me up for a hot session. I'll gladly open my mouth or bend over in service to another man's needs.
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
Wood All Around (Part I)
Earlier this week I received a call from one of my regulars and he asked if I would meet him in a particular park in Lawrenceville, Georgia. I was intrigued because I often get tops that claim they would like to do it in a public or park venue but rarely do they ever follow through on their fantasy. I immediately jumped at the opportunity, mainly because I was going to be used; reason enough, but also because he was wanting to be a little edgy. This regular was a real man's man. He was into leather, bondage, and enjoyed seeing his toys in a bit of pain.
We haven't yet talked about pain and a true bottom, but we have covered the 11 commandments of a true bottom and the understanding that a top is in charge. It then becomes a given that the true bottom will submit to the desires of the top even if those desires include discomfort, pain, or torture. A true bottom submits when it gives his body over to the top. It is therefore very important for the true bottom to understand to whom he is giving control. The only time "no" is in the true bottom's vocabulary is before it agrees to be used by the top. It is it's responsibility to know what it is getting into. A true bottom always runs the risk of being abused and it gives itself over to that possibility each and every time it agrees to be used. With pain comes pleasure. Most people do not realize it, but the endorphins released in pain attenuate pleasure and make it more intense and pleasurable.
I agreed to meet the top in a particular area of this public park and after agreeing so he requested that I be completely nude, clothes in a plastic bag, and wearing my leather chest harness, wrist and ankle restraints, and spandex cocksucker's hood. My steel covered cock went immediately erect. It was the middle of the week, how bad can it be I asked myself. "What time should I be there?" I asked. "I will arrive and expect you to be ready at 5:30pm.", he said. Shit! 5:30pm is when everyone is getting off work and the park is full of people walking and running. I know the area he wanted me to meet him was rather secluded but there was no guarantee whatsoever that a visitor wasn't going to stumble into me there and with my hood on, I wouldn't be able to see anything except shadows of movement in the daylight. But I had already agreed, and as I hung up the phone I noticed that my cock was still rigid and straining against its prison of stainless steel. I knew this was going to be interesting, but I had no idea how this was going to unfold and whether or not I was going to have to call my Master to get me out of jail later that evening.
At 4:45pm I threw on a pair of short shorts and a t-shirt, grabbed my backpack containing my leather apparel and hood, and it was off to the park. During the fifteen minute drive to the park I was unsure of what to expect. Hopefully today was not a good day for people to be there and I could lower my apprehensions. I arrive shortly after 5:00pm and the parking lot nearest the activities building is completely full. There must have been 75 vehicles there. I proceeded to the lower lots that faced the baseball and soccer fields and they were better but not empty. A number of people were playing what looked to be a pickup game of softball. As I exited the vehicle with my backpack, short shorts and t-shirt, a few glancing stares as I began to stroll down the running/walking path into the woods next to the lake. I passed several people as the path looped around the west end of the lake and with each passing pedestrian I felt like all eyes were on me. I looked like a sissy faggot. Here I was on this paved trail with a backpack and in 3-1/2" shorts. Really? I thought, could I have not made a better choice of clothes that would have not drawn everyone's attention to me. For a bit I was feeling very self conscious even though I know I look hot in those shorts.
I head off the paved trail onto a thin winding and much less traveled trail into the woods just beyond the lake and by 5:20pm I am arriving at the area I was told to be. A root exposed fallen oak, about 4 meters in diameter lay across the trail - a victim of storms and the place I was precisely to lay my bag of clothes once I was ready. The temperature was moderate and as I stripped off my clothes I felt the sun warm my skin and bathe me in its light. Packing my clothes into my backpack I dawned the leather harness, wrist and ankle restraints, and pulled the tight cocksucker's hood over my head. On my knees by 5:28pm I began to prepare myself mentally to meet the needs of the man I was to be servicing. Two minutes passed and nothing. A few more and still nobody has arrived.
So the question arises for the true bottom as to when it is to give up on a top and go on. If people today were keepers of their word, even when running late, I would say that a bottom should wait indefinitely for the top. I have spent hours waiting on people that never showed up. It was disrespectful of them to do what they did, but I gave them the benefit of the doubt. In many cases, I will refuse to service a top at any point in the future if their routine is to no show. In this case, this was one of my regulars. He was not known for being tardy and out of respect for him and his needs, I decided it would be best to wait.
I do not know how much time passed. It felt like an hour but I'm sure it was more like thirty or so minutes when I heard what sounded like two people coming down the path. My heart was racing. They were talking to each other and I just knew this was not my regular and that I was about to be exposed. As they approached the fallen oak, I know at this point that they can see me, and the talking stops. I can make out only outlines without any details as two bodies approach in silence. I decide it is best not to speak but rather to wait and see what these two had in mind.
As the first approaches me directly, I hear a belt buckle being undone and a zippered fly open. Instinctively my mouth opens and I feel the soft member of this man as he inserts his semi hard cock into my mouth. Grabbing the back of my head, he forces his manhood into my throat with each stroke making his cock harder, thicker, and longer. This was not my regular I thought. While this cock was long and somewhat thick, my regular's cock was very thick and shorter. I didn't know where the other person was, but I was enjoying being used to service this now completely hard cock that was being forced beyond my gag reflex into the far reaches of my throat.
Sucking and loving the experience I now felt the masculine hand of another on my back. He reached behind me and bound my hands and ankles together immobilizing me in this kneeling position. Within moments I felt something else on my back along with the hand. I couldn't say at the time what it was. It was brushed against me and down my back until it reached my buttocks and was removed. No words spoken, not a sound made, and with the next brush of whatever this was, the other man pulled it away and swung it in full motion against my upper buttocks with a crack as it hit my skin and warmed several places where it landed. My regular was here. He had always told me that one day he wanted to flog me and now, in this most public of places, he began the ever so familiar rhythm of flogging. I began sucking this new cock with vigor. When each crack of the flogger would land my caged cock would drip as I felt it leave my body.
The gentle hand that was once touching my back was now rubbing my throbbing hole with petroleum jelly which indicated that something was going to be introduced into my ass. I began to grind against the hand while continuing to pay close attention to the cock in my throat. Another brush, brush, brush, crack! My backside was warmed and I knew it was red from the effects of the flogging. The warmth melded with the slickness of the petroleum jelly between my buttocks as I moaned. The clasp connecting my hands to my ankles was released but my ankles were still connected as were my wrists. The flogging stopped as I felt something pushing on my sphincter trying to gain access to my ass and with little effort the lubrication allowed it inside me. I felt as this nice fat cock entered my hole and as it swung across my prostate I felt a glob of seminal fluid leave the head of my cock.
For the next few minutes both men were using me and pumping their cocks in an obscure rhythm into my body. A moment later, they stopped and removed their cocks from inside me. With some shuffling around I felt the thick cock enter my lips and that mild taste of petroleum jelly indicated they had switched positions and the longer cock was now probing deep inside me. I began to thrust against the cock in my ass begging him to fuck me even deeper as I continued to suck the cock in my mouth. Within moments the cock in my mouth began to swell. I knew what was happening. It was the indication that we were near orgasm. We felt as is tool of man began to pulse, with each volley dumping a salty load of seamen into my throat. Grasping the back of my head, he pushed even further into my throat as the final volleys of his juice was released.
His cock remained in my mouth as the thrust into my ass continued with a new abandon. He allowed me the pleasure of sucking his manhood clean and draining every drop of juice. With a pat on the head I released his cock and he grabbed my head and pulled my mouth down onto his sweat covered testicles. I licked and sucked them cleaning it as a dog would clean his own. With both of his low hanging balls in my mouth I felt as the man behind me released his initial volleys into my ass. Hungry for his sperm, my sphincter released allowing him to plunge deeper into the recesses of my body. When he finished unloading his jism he held his cock buried deep in my hole for the period it took for it to grow limp. In a natural motion my ass ejected his cock holding back his seamen inside to be part of me in the afterglow of service. Unhooking the clasps that bound my wrists and ankles they began to dress.
With the same silence and determination as they arrived, they were gone. Like a used cum rag I was left behind to decompress from the experience. Never a word was spoken during the entire event and since my hood was never removed, I can only assume my "regular" was one of the two that used me that day. As I removed my hood and went to reach for my backpack, it was gone! My clothes, my keys, and my wallet were all in that backpack! It was nearing 6:45pm as I wondered what I would need to do to get home.
We haven't yet talked about pain and a true bottom, but we have covered the 11 commandments of a true bottom and the understanding that a top is in charge. It then becomes a given that the true bottom will submit to the desires of the top even if those desires include discomfort, pain, or torture. A true bottom submits when it gives his body over to the top. It is therefore very important for the true bottom to understand to whom he is giving control. The only time "no" is in the true bottom's vocabulary is before it agrees to be used by the top. It is it's responsibility to know what it is getting into. A true bottom always runs the risk of being abused and it gives itself over to that possibility each and every time it agrees to be used. With pain comes pleasure. Most people do not realize it, but the endorphins released in pain attenuate pleasure and make it more intense and pleasurable.
I agreed to meet the top in a particular area of this public park and after agreeing so he requested that I be completely nude, clothes in a plastic bag, and wearing my leather chest harness, wrist and ankle restraints, and spandex cocksucker's hood. My steel covered cock went immediately erect. It was the middle of the week, how bad can it be I asked myself. "What time should I be there?" I asked. "I will arrive and expect you to be ready at 5:30pm.", he said. Shit! 5:30pm is when everyone is getting off work and the park is full of people walking and running. I know the area he wanted me to meet him was rather secluded but there was no guarantee whatsoever that a visitor wasn't going to stumble into me there and with my hood on, I wouldn't be able to see anything except shadows of movement in the daylight. But I had already agreed, and as I hung up the phone I noticed that my cock was still rigid and straining against its prison of stainless steel. I knew this was going to be interesting, but I had no idea how this was going to unfold and whether or not I was going to have to call my Master to get me out of jail later that evening.
At 4:45pm I threw on a pair of short shorts and a t-shirt, grabbed my backpack containing my leather apparel and hood, and it was off to the park. During the fifteen minute drive to the park I was unsure of what to expect. Hopefully today was not a good day for people to be there and I could lower my apprehensions. I arrive shortly after 5:00pm and the parking lot nearest the activities building is completely full. There must have been 75 vehicles there. I proceeded to the lower lots that faced the baseball and soccer fields and they were better but not empty. A number of people were playing what looked to be a pickup game of softball. As I exited the vehicle with my backpack, short shorts and t-shirt, a few glancing stares as I began to stroll down the running/walking path into the woods next to the lake. I passed several people as the path looped around the west end of the lake and with each passing pedestrian I felt like all eyes were on me. I looked like a sissy faggot. Here I was on this paved trail with a backpack and in 3-1/2" shorts. Really? I thought, could I have not made a better choice of clothes that would have not drawn everyone's attention to me. For a bit I was feeling very self conscious even though I know I look hot in those shorts.
I head off the paved trail onto a thin winding and much less traveled trail into the woods just beyond the lake and by 5:20pm I am arriving at the area I was told to be. A root exposed fallen oak, about 4 meters in diameter lay across the trail - a victim of storms and the place I was precisely to lay my bag of clothes once I was ready. The temperature was moderate and as I stripped off my clothes I felt the sun warm my skin and bathe me in its light. Packing my clothes into my backpack I dawned the leather harness, wrist and ankle restraints, and pulled the tight cocksucker's hood over my head. On my knees by 5:28pm I began to prepare myself mentally to meet the needs of the man I was to be servicing. Two minutes passed and nothing. A few more and still nobody has arrived.
So the question arises for the true bottom as to when it is to give up on a top and go on. If people today were keepers of their word, even when running late, I would say that a bottom should wait indefinitely for the top. I have spent hours waiting on people that never showed up. It was disrespectful of them to do what they did, but I gave them the benefit of the doubt. In many cases, I will refuse to service a top at any point in the future if their routine is to no show. In this case, this was one of my regulars. He was not known for being tardy and out of respect for him and his needs, I decided it would be best to wait.
I do not know how much time passed. It felt like an hour but I'm sure it was more like thirty or so minutes when I heard what sounded like two people coming down the path. My heart was racing. They were talking to each other and I just knew this was not my regular and that I was about to be exposed. As they approached the fallen oak, I know at this point that they can see me, and the talking stops. I can make out only outlines without any details as two bodies approach in silence. I decide it is best not to speak but rather to wait and see what these two had in mind.
As the first approaches me directly, I hear a belt buckle being undone and a zippered fly open. Instinctively my mouth opens and I feel the soft member of this man as he inserts his semi hard cock into my mouth. Grabbing the back of my head, he forces his manhood into my throat with each stroke making his cock harder, thicker, and longer. This was not my regular I thought. While this cock was long and somewhat thick, my regular's cock was very thick and shorter. I didn't know where the other person was, but I was enjoying being used to service this now completely hard cock that was being forced beyond my gag reflex into the far reaches of my throat.
Sucking and loving the experience I now felt the masculine hand of another on my back. He reached behind me and bound my hands and ankles together immobilizing me in this kneeling position. Within moments I felt something else on my back along with the hand. I couldn't say at the time what it was. It was brushed against me and down my back until it reached my buttocks and was removed. No words spoken, not a sound made, and with the next brush of whatever this was, the other man pulled it away and swung it in full motion against my upper buttocks with a crack as it hit my skin and warmed several places where it landed. My regular was here. He had always told me that one day he wanted to flog me and now, in this most public of places, he began the ever so familiar rhythm of flogging. I began sucking this new cock with vigor. When each crack of the flogger would land my caged cock would drip as I felt it leave my body.
The gentle hand that was once touching my back was now rubbing my throbbing hole with petroleum jelly which indicated that something was going to be introduced into my ass. I began to grind against the hand while continuing to pay close attention to the cock in my throat. Another brush, brush, brush, crack! My backside was warmed and I knew it was red from the effects of the flogging. The warmth melded with the slickness of the petroleum jelly between my buttocks as I moaned. The clasp connecting my hands to my ankles was released but my ankles were still connected as were my wrists. The flogging stopped as I felt something pushing on my sphincter trying to gain access to my ass and with little effort the lubrication allowed it inside me. I felt as this nice fat cock entered my hole and as it swung across my prostate I felt a glob of seminal fluid leave the head of my cock.
For the next few minutes both men were using me and pumping their cocks in an obscure rhythm into my body. A moment later, they stopped and removed their cocks from inside me. With some shuffling around I felt the thick cock enter my lips and that mild taste of petroleum jelly indicated they had switched positions and the longer cock was now probing deep inside me. I began to thrust against the cock in my ass begging him to fuck me even deeper as I continued to suck the cock in my mouth. Within moments the cock in my mouth began to swell. I knew what was happening. It was the indication that we were near orgasm. We felt as is tool of man began to pulse, with each volley dumping a salty load of seamen into my throat. Grasping the back of my head, he pushed even further into my throat as the final volleys of his juice was released.
His cock remained in my mouth as the thrust into my ass continued with a new abandon. He allowed me the pleasure of sucking his manhood clean and draining every drop of juice. With a pat on the head I released his cock and he grabbed my head and pulled my mouth down onto his sweat covered testicles. I licked and sucked them cleaning it as a dog would clean his own. With both of his low hanging balls in my mouth I felt as the man behind me released his initial volleys into my ass. Hungry for his sperm, my sphincter released allowing him to plunge deeper into the recesses of my body. When he finished unloading his jism he held his cock buried deep in my hole for the period it took for it to grow limp. In a natural motion my ass ejected his cock holding back his seamen inside to be part of me in the afterglow of service. Unhooking the clasps that bound my wrists and ankles they began to dress.
With the same silence and determination as they arrived, they were gone. Like a used cum rag I was left behind to decompress from the experience. Never a word was spoken during the entire event and since my hood was never removed, I can only assume my "regular" was one of the two that used me that day. As I removed my hood and went to reach for my backpack, it was gone! My clothes, my keys, and my wallet were all in that backpack! It was nearing 6:45pm as I wondered what I would need to do to get home.
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